Love at first sight

The night has taken me down so badly that I cannot even imagine of getting up. Well it would have been easy if I had some problem in life that can be easily solved. The problem that I have has no cure. It only depends on the reaction of another person. My friends I fall in love with someone badly. I was so afraid that this is going to happen someday but I was trying hard not to get involve. I have seen my friends who have one sided love and I thought I will never be like them. But I could not avoid it. 

You know the worst part after breakup is the memories, they don’t go away they haunt you even in your sleep. Shahrukh, the dream men of my life. The life I spent I cannot forget that. 

It's not like we betrayed each other or cheated on each other we still talk; we still belong to one another or at least that’s what I think. 

Love at first sight 

I was talking my class suddenly I felt a change in the air around me. Sweetness got hold of me. My heart was beating like something is going to happen. But I had an excitement of the feeling I am having right now. When I looked in front, I saw a man not to tall but with great body standing there talking to someone. My eyes were stuck on him I could not get a hold of myself. He looked so dreamy. 

His voice was way to dreamy, his expressions, his body language all were so connected that even if I wanted to look for faults in him, I would fail. 

An inner voice was continuously pinching me to find some excuse to talk to him. But I could not do it. 

If I talk about myself, I am not a shy girl, I am good looking and I always remain in my attitude you know the attitude that every girl has. Time passed but he did not notice. I was afraid that some other girl will approach him before me. But the luck was on my side when I saw him talking to my friend Pretty. I was confused what is happening, I did not ask Pretty directly about him but I made excuses to talk to her to know the nature of their relation. 

Pretty and Shahrukh were friends it's possible to say they are more than friends because know each other from childhood. But they were not serious about any kind of relationship. Knowing this really cheered me up. I wanted to ask Pretty to set us up so we can know each other but I could not do it. Pretty realized it and started teasing me with different excuses. But seeing my situation she realized my desperation and told me that she will help me get him. 

My future husband my man that’s what I was thinking knowing that Pretty will get me in the game. Pretty made a plan that we three should go to some hotel for lunch and there she will introduce me to him. 

He was sitting in front of me with that muscular body, killing expressions I swore I could have hugged him right away but I controlled myself. Suddenly he responded hi Nisha how are you. I am glad I was able to talk to you I was so impressed to see you in your class. 

He noticed me I was freaking out. He noticed me in the class. I cannot believe it. My emotions and excitement were too high. I was unable to control myself. I was in the shock hearing these words suddenly he took my hand trying to introduce himself. I am Shahrukh. 

I did not know how to respond. I realized that I am a shy girl my brain was freeze my heart was beating randomly. What to do what to say I was out of words.  

After few minutes I gained my consciousness. We started talking and talking. We clicked some pictures. We exchanged our numbers. We started with small talks on my phone. They were text messages but then these messages turned to picture sharing calls and video calls. 

We were madly in love with each other. We talked for hours about his job, my studies, clothes, food, family everything. We use to tease each other appreciate each other and motivate each other. 

Every time we talked my heart shouted, I love you but I could not say to him. I wanted him to confess first. I knew he liked me but I wanted to be sure that we are on same level. On one rainy day I received a message miss you sweetums. I was happy but surprised as well because he never used these words before or he never uses these words with anyone. 

So, I asked him to tell me few of the qualities of me that made him fall in love with me. He kept on talking and talking about me after every point I felt good. I stopped him and confessed him my love. We planned a marriage we started talking about our future but God had other plans. 

One of mine sisters committed suicide because her husband did not treat her properly. Her marriage was a love one and she forced my family for this marriage. I knew my chances are over know I cannot convince my family. Shahrukh was devasted because he also knew the position, I was in. 

We spent one more year in this tension we knew we are going to apart but we still talked like crazy. But this tension was killing both of us. One day I boosted myself I wanted to talk to my father I knew he is going to say no but still I had to do it. 

I went to his room he was sitting with his eyes closed. He was in deep thoughts. I asked are you sleeping dad. He opened his eyes no I am awake; I was just in some random thoughts. He looked old, he always seemed happy. My sister took all his happiness. I was finding my guts to talk to him but before I could speak he responded, I want you to be happy, whoever you want to marry if you think you will be happy and you will not follow your sister’s foot step I am with you. My eyes were filled with joy and also seeing my father in this position I hugged him and promised him that I would never do that. 

I called Shahrukh and informed him about the situation. Finally, the year of tension has passed now we can get married. Finally, I am happy again. 

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Bonkai The Gangster

Bonkai was a renowned gangster that ruled the city Bikochi. He was a member of underworld community that ruled bikochi. 

He was considered as most terrifying person because he used to kill people without any hesitation, he was not afraid of anything. Fighting was his passion. 

He used to stand up against the strongest of the people and fought till his last breath. His passion, determination and ability to never give up made him so fearsome that even the strongest get scared when they hear his name. 

He made quite a reputation that he was an elite and close member of bikochi don family.  

One day he was heading home. It was a rainy day. Summer rain made the surroundings quite enjoyable. It was dark night followed by heavy rain. Bonkai was walking in the street with only mid light of street lights. The heavy rain forced him to stop under a shelter. He stood there for a while wearing a black tuxedo taking deep puffs of cigarette.  

Suddenly a girl stopped under that shelter. A cute lady afraid of heavy rain stood there shivering. She must have walked through the rain for quite sometimes. As soon as Bonkai sees her, his heart starts beating faster. He never felt that way before not even in intense fights. He was not sure what was happening to him.  He wanted to talk to her but then he realized the kind of person he is. He cannot talk to someone he is a gangster he has a reputation. Suddenly these thoughts demotivated him and he took the idea of talking to her out of his mind. 

But the girl said it’s a heavy rain, it was a mistake to get out at this time. She was a cheerful lady. I am Rossy by the way. Bonkai was afraid to tell her name so he lied saying I am Chad. They started talking till late at night. The rain stopped and both moved to their houses. 

Bonkai had the same day he went out haunted many men. He kept his day routine but at night he picked a lovely bookey and went to meet Russian. He was not sure what he was doing but still he went to meet her. He knew that someone like him cannot keep his identity secret. But he kept that fear aside and continue meeting her. 

One day they decided to get married but bonkai was afraid because he knew he had many enemies here and he cannot keep his wife away from them so he decided to go out of the city. They married there and he kept her there but daily he used to visit the city for his job. 

After sometime they had a baby quite beautiful they both were very happy. But bonkai had many problems in the city as there were many other gangsters that were trying to rule this city. Bonkai was not able to come home even at night. Her wife did not complain because she was so attached to her child that every time she was free from work she used to look at her child and it made her smile. 

But one day junior got sick, but she could not get him to hospital as they were living far away from the city. She was terrified with his condition so she went to city all by herself to take his son to hospital. But by then it was too late, her son was already dead.  

The death of her some shocked her so much that she forgot everything. She lost her memories and was just sitting on the bed without any thoughts. After few days when senior returned he saw his home empty he got terrified that may be someone attacked her family. He started investigating and finally found her wife in a hospital. But she did not recognize him as she already lost her memories. 

Senior was furious thinking what to do he tried all the techniques to bring her memories back. He was devastated his son died and her wife lost her memories. He took her to his home. But she still did not regain her memories. He took her to his home in city. After failing all her remedies to cure her memories he realized that she was close to his son. So he dressed as a baby just like junior used to dress. With pink flower shirt on and a short panjama with feeder bottle nipple in mouth. He used to wear that everywhere he go. People in city starting laughing him saying he lost his mentality. But they did not know that it was rossy that he wanted to bring back. 

But unfortunately rossy died after few months. Bonkai was so depressed, all the killings and torturing was coming back to his mind. He dressed as his baby even though he kept his gangster image. He fought and fought even harder. 

One day he met Frankey who came to city to avenge his family member. They had a fight that lasted days. Frankey was a good man but he was furious over his close members death that he wanted to kill bonkai. Finally bonkai was down he was about to die but he had a smile on his face thinking that he might see rossy in after life. Frankey had no idea why he was smiling so in frustration he gave a final blow taking his soul away. 

It was the last day the city witnessed the Gangster. The all remembered him as a horrible person they were happy because they got rid of him. But he was happy to because he was going to meet rossy. 

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